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Good night Blogger.

I dont know what I've to write. I have so many bad feelings now. and lets start it to talk about "fake friends" and they dont know how to be a friend with me cause they have choosed to wrong person. How poor they are...

I've been on a "galau condition" for almost 3 days and its not about love or anything. its only about friendship. My boy said that 'Just forget about them, you are you'. Tears rolled down on my face, and I had no passion to eat but just now, I opened my eyes.Yeah I did.

and since I knew about the truth (How-evil-they-are) I've deleted them from my bestfriends list and im gonna take them to the deepest level of hell. There's where they have to live.

they supposed to get that right?

Okay It's enough. I dont wanna talk about them anymore. I could be so stupid if I still remember them.

the time goes on, and past has gone.

I need a recovery of my life, I just need something that could push my passion up. its like refresing. or maybe I wanna call it 'days to be better'

but till now, i just dunno what i have to do. its about money thingy. and time.

I want my brain to be freshed. I need my life to be changed. I'm desperately in needing of those things...

And...

lovelife. yeah lovelife. I'm still with Ega and We've been in a relationshipfor almost 2 years. what next? okay im gonna make it simple with 4 words. I-Still-Love-Him

even I know that in this world there are so many better boys. But honestly, I dont wanna lose him like seriously.

thanks for colouring my day Honey, I know you're gonna read it :p

and conclusion that I made are, life is full of mistakes, full of lies, dreams, hypocritiness

but this is not about we do it, its about how we feel it.

Chitya xoxo